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10:20pm 08/04/2012
  i still have an active feed of friends posting on livejournal. this is so underground.  
     

[needle up.]

 
   
10:07pm 10/05/2006
  everything is as it has always been.
and nothing will ever change.
 
     

[1 injected dream .|. needle up.]

 
   
11:14am 25/04/2006
  A/T Temp light.  
     

[1 injected dream .|. needle up.]

 
   
04:29pm 20/04/2006
  comatose.?
braind damage.?
well, shit.
i'm dropping out of kent for serious now.
i'm failing 3 out of 4 classes and there's not much hope of turning that around.
so, uh... c-state next year.?
i'll see you there.

p.s.
i'm finally back in kent now. cleaning out the room and such.
oh, and i saw saul williams last night.
 
     

[5 injected dreams .|. needle up.]

 
   
11:25pm 14/04/2006
  you probably wish you knew what happened today..  
     

[4 injected dreams .|. needle up.]

 
i'm slipping up again.   
12:11am 06/04/2006
 
mood: \/up\/up\/
i've been trying really hard. really.
i keep having these flashbacks where my whole body is enveloped by an emotion. it's not always negative either. but it fucks with my head either way.
and the paranoia factor is increasing. i can't turn a corner without my heart skipping a beat. and the smallest things scare the shit out of me.
i don't want to talk to anyone. i avoid face-to-face contact, phone calls, and even e-mails like the plague.
i'm getting lonelier by the day and obviously it's my own fault. but i can't stand these people.
i can't stand this place. i'm trapped in a 14'x14' box.
 
     

[3 injected dreams .|. needle up.]

 
   
09:24pm 02/04/2006
  My Top Five Songs according to last.fm
1. At the Drive-in - One Armed Scissor
2. A Perfect Circle - Three Libras
3. Cage - The Death of Chris Palko
4. Death Cab for Cutie - Crooked Teeth
5. 9 Mazes for A Broken String - Meow Mix 1000


Raise your hand if you're good enough to be on your own Top 5.
 
     

[4 injected dreams .|. needle up.]

 
   
08:10pm 02/04/2006
  well... spring break.
did you find me?
 
     

[1 injected dream .|. needle up.]

 
   
04:38pm 21/03/2006
  spring break in t-minus 3 days.  
     

[needle up.]

 
   
03:25am 20/03/2006
  i'm all locked up in my room by myself.
i don't know where the fuck my roomate's at.
is it weird that i can't sleep unless there's other people present?
 
     

[3 injected dreams .|. needle up.]

 
   
07:42pm 19/03/2006
 

 
     

[3 injected dreams .|. needle up.]

 
   
11:53am 17/03/2006
  Platforms have been erected,
Effigies built,
Slogans coined, songs have been written,
Rumors have been circulated,
Autographs faked.
The hourglass smashed and didn't leave me an escape.
Moving boxes have been worn out,
Mantlepieces dusted,
Idols idolized, the sands have been shifted,
Curtains have been closed,
Sleepers all waked.
The hourglass smashed and didn't leave me an escape.



i drove by a retirement home today and there were like 8 cop cars outside. and it made me smile. i hope some old person was fuckin some shit up.
 
     

[2 injected dreams .|. needle up.]

 
   
09:25pm 12/03/2006
  i experienced slight psychosis and blindness last night.
the pressure in my brain drove me to tears by 2 AM.

and my head still hurts. :(
 
     

[1 injected dream .|. needle up.]

 
   
02:01pm 09/03/2006
  i just checked my mail and all three pieces in the box were opened and sealed shut with tape.

is that legal?
 
     

[3 injected dreams .|. needle up.]

 
   
11:39am 09/03/2006
  i'm scared that there are more people than i think reading about my hot pocket misadventures.
damn you kevin cross, you make me so paranoid.
 
     

[needle up.]

 
   
10:08pm 08/03/2006
  that was the hottest hot pocket ever...  
     

[9 injected dreams .|. needle up.]

 
   
08:59pm 05/03/2006
  i was in columbus this weekend without a car or a phone.
it was an interesting time. except being ditched there by three different people.




"she'd never spoken once throughout the spanning of her life,
until the day she leaned forward, grinned and pulled the nurse aside.
and she said:
'look, I've never had a dream in my life
because a dream is what you wanna do, but still haven't pursued
I knew what I wanted and did it till it was done
so i've been the dream that I wanted to be since day one.'
well!
the nurse jumped back,
she'd never heard Lucy even talk,
'specially words like that
she walked over to the door, and pulled it closed behind
then Lucy blew a kiss to each one of her pictures
and she died."
 
     

[5 injected dreams .|. needle up.]

 
   
05:20pm 26/02/2006
  yeah. fuck that.  
     

[5 injected dreams .|. needle up.]

 
   
12:49pm 22/02/2006
 
mood: wreck.
taylor's in jail. there isn't anything he can do to fight it.
and i just lost the main thing to occupy my time with in kent.



i've been sleeping a lot.
 
     

[3 injected dreams .|. needle up.]

 
there's a narc in my hall.   
03:51pm 20/02/2006
  a good friend of mine had his house raided at 10 AM this morning for selling illegal narcotics. a.k.a. marijuana.

what would you do if you knew who the narc was?
 
     

[16 injected dreams .|. needle up.]